LOVE

The dictionary defines it like this.....

• a strong positive emotion of regard and affection
• any object of warm affection or devotion
• have a great affection or liking for
• get pleasure from
• a deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction
• be enamored or in love with

..... but what does that actually mean???


I don't think you can truly know love until you have experienced it or missed it or even lost it.  It is like a magnetic pull that keeps two people together, families together.  Without it, we would have nothing.


The bible says this about love:

4 Love is long-suffering and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not brag, does not get puffed up, 5 does not behave indecently, does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked. It does not keep account of the injury. 6 It does not rejoice over unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth. 7 It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. 8 Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

They say it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all - i'm not sure about that so much... unless you loose someone to death, but the pain and heartache of loosing someone who you love and have invested so much emotion & feeling in is surely heart wrenching. 

I am in love with someone & the thought of loosing him kills me.  If I had not found him, I wouldn't know what I would be missing out on, so for me to have loved Brandon & then to have lost him would be like murdering my soul.

I may not know completely what love means, but I do know that I like the way that I feel when I'm around Brandon and I wish I could spread that with everyone that I know and have them feel the same way.  He fulfills me in every way and makes me happy and I feel secure when i'm around him.  When I think of Brandon a song comes to mind... You may know it form a movie... it goes a little something like this... 

Dedicated to you Baby Love:

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad 
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad 
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you 

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches 
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks 
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you 

I'll miss you 
Kiss you 
Give you my coat when you are cold 

Need you 
Feed you 
Even let ya hold the remote control 

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink 
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink 
I could be the man(woman) who grows old with you 
I wanna grow old with you